I feel like I have a lot of stuff that needs doing and, yesterday, I invented a system.
I made three lists:
1) Things I Have To Do
This included stuff that necessarily has to be done and can’t not be done – I need to rewrite OllyOnline’s first episode, for example (OllyOnline is the name of the show I finished writing recently).
2) Things I Feel I Should Do
This is stuff that won’t matter if it never gets done, but I feel some sort of obligation towards: clearing out my Facebook messages, sending my new music out to labels, etc.
3) Things I Want To Do
These are the things that don’t have any obligation and don’t need to happen but I’m enthusiastic about. Writing this for you is one of the things in this section.
So: you take all the tasks on your mind and you put them in one of three categories.
Sometimes a thing will belong to more than one category. For example, there’s now a Lifescouts app available that just came out for iOS. It’s really cool, so I want to tell you about it, and I also feel like I should tell you about it because a number of you will love it … but I don’t have to. So where does it go?
The way I did it was by putting the categories in order of importance: Have, Should, Want. If something is in both Have and Should, put it in Have, cos that’s more important; if it’s in Should and Want, put it in Should.
Once you’ve done all that, here’s the two-step plan for dealing with this new to-do list:
Step One – go through everything in the Have section of the list and do all that stuff first. Ignore the other sections. Just work through the Haves until they’re 100% complete.
Step Two – delete the rest of the list.
It’s basically a way of figuring out what actually matters, getting done what has to be done and letting go of the rest. Trust your brain to remember the things that are important to you. You don’t need to put ‘Game Of Thrones marathon’ on a to-do list; if you want to do it, you’ll get it done.
Just thought I’d share incase it helps you organise your days.
A while ago, a bookshop near Victoria in south London started selling my book The Underground Storyteller. They’re called Dulwich Books and they ordered one copy to see whether or not it would sell.
It did sell, and now they’ve ordered five more, so I decided to make it more worthwhile for you if you wanna get one:
I signed the inside of all five books and then – getting carried away – also dedicated them to the five Sailor Scouts from Sailor Moon.
If you go to Dulwich Books anytime soon (and please do, they’re a wonderful bookshop and reading is fun), peek in my book and you’ll see my signature surrounded by five planetary symbols. A different one is circled in each book, so you might get the Jupiter Book or the Mars Book …
Look, I know it’s not the most exciting thing, but if you’re in the London area and have a spare ten minutes to get the train from Victoria to Dulwich (or have a friend in London who can make the trip on your behalf), I’m really proud that my book is in a physical store and so I drew you a picture. That’s basically what I’m saying today. “Go check out my book cos I drew you a picture.”
We’ll speak again soon – I’m off to watch more Sailor Moon.
In 2010 I saw the Broadway production of Green Day’s American Idiot musical in New York City. American Idiot is among my top three favourite albums of all time (Rumours by Fleetwood Mac and Thriller by Michael Jackson, if you were wondering), and when I left the theatre, inspired by the album’s themes of adolescent disillusionment, I jotted this down in my phone:
“When I was young, I wanted a coffin
Cos it was tradition
My mark in the earth
Now they can burn me away”
The resulting song, ‘When I Was Young’, was about failure, about not being productive and never quite living up to the potential you thought you had. But I was never quite happy with it, so I shelved it and got on with the other songs that ended up comprising my third album, Epigrams And Interludes (which you can listen to for free, or buy, from my store).
Three years later, I met a girl who had a somewhat anxious disposition. I have met several people like this throughout my life, and even right now in the present moment, there are people close to me who feel unable to act on their desires because they are scared of the potential risks involved. In short: they want something, but they’re worried about it going wrong, so they don’t try to get it in the first place. The threat of failure smothers the spark of potential success; being nothing is better than being broken.
This is something I strongly disagree with. I’ve always found the things that scare you the most are the things you should pay the most attention to. Fear can either be the thing that holds you back or the thing that pushes you forward, and I once told a very dear friend of mine that I’d much rather things be difficult than pass me by. When you’re on your death bed, nobody cares about the things you didn’t do.
So, in an attempt to try and convey my thoughts to this girl succinctly, I dusted off my coffin song and I rewrote it to encompass my philosophy – that the goal isn’t to avoid fear, but to embrace it, to admit that you’re scared, and that I’m scared too, but that I feel like my life has so many more possibilities now I’ve learned not to let fear hold me back from pursuing them, and that maybe you’d feel more comfortable going for what you really want if you tried being scared, like me.
The song is, aptly, called ‘Scared Like Me’. Nearly two years have passed since I wrote it (five years since I jotted the coffin line down into my phone) and I’m finally ready to share it with you =)
Officially the song comes out tomorrow, but I wanna give you guys first dibs before I share it with YouTube and Twitter at midnight: Download Scared Like Me here for 50p
I really hope you like this one. <3
Speak soon (and happy new year!),
Just a quick one to let you know two things:
All of my music is now available in my store. Download each album for £5 – cheaper than iTunes or anywhere else – and I also have some physical CDs for £8 :)
I’m doing a gig! Come join me in London next Saturday, December 13th, at 9PM – tickets are ten quid and available here! Since you guys signed up for news and updates and stuff, I’m giving you first dibs on the tickets before I start vlogging/tweeting about it. I really hope you can make it <3
I’m writing to you from Plum Village, a monastery in the south of France founded by a Vietnamese Buddhist called Thich Nhat Hanh. If you’re reading this in my voice and had trouble pronouncing what you just read, just say Tick Not Hon in an American accent. Related note: yes, Americans, you do have accents. And when I say ‘writing’ I mean this literally; I’m sitting in the corner of a stone building opposite a sleeping dog with a notepad and a pen writing this all down before dinnertime begins in one hour. I intended to write this in the gap after lunch, but I ended up climbing a tree and eating figs off its branches. That’s kinda how things go here. I asked one of the monks today, “what’s your favourite moment of your days here?” and he chirped back, “the present moment!”
This morning I was fortunate to participate in the recitation of the Fourteen Mindfulness Trainings of the Order of Interbeing. Essentially these are the Ten Commandments of Plum Village, except there are more of them – they didn’t get lazy and stop at ten like in that rubbish Bible =) Plus at no point do they mention oxen, so two-nil to the Lotus Master. (I imagine that’d be the Buddha’s pro wrestling name. I’m now having loads of fun imagining names of his special moves – the Lotus Palm, I think, is the best I’ve come up with so far. See how easily our minds are distracted from our task? Mindfulness, Alex, mindfulness …)
The Fourteen Mindfulness Trainings are not moral directives, but are more akin to Aristotle’s virtues – to explain briefly, a bloke from Greece called Aristotle tried in the early days of thoughtful civilisation to come up with an objective summation of morality by dividing human traits into virtues and vices and, you know what, Google it, it’s not important. Here, they include things like Freedom Of Thought, Awareness Of Suffering, Reverence For Life and Non-Attachment To Views. It’s essentially a list of community values for the monks of the monastery. Anyway, we went for a walking meditation just before lunch and I started thinking about the internet, because as you may have gathered, my life has been so drastically affected by the internet that I ended up at a fucking monastery, bowing to each bowl of rice I’m about to eat before I eat it. Do you know how hard it is to eat rice with chopsticks? I’m digressing again – what I thought about with regards to the internet is that it doesn’t have any common values. The only thing close to it that is in any way all-encompassing are the Terms of Service for websites like YouTube, but “be at least thirteen and don’t upload porn or TV” is hardly an extensive moral framework to base our ethical lives around. It made me realise that a set of community values is what makes a community what it is; communities can’t really exist meaningfully without them. This is why, I think, things like hashtags and subreddits (and on YouTube, communities like the nerdfighters and the Hopefuls) continue to thrive; they know their values (or, in the case of some hashtags, the common acceptance of the lack of them). For anyone participating in an online community, or trying to strengthen or rebuild one, establishing (or perhaps reaffirming) the values of the collective would be beneficial to all who participate in it. Are you part of a community that believes in neutrality, or in bias towards the victims and alleged victims of misconduct, or in bias towards those with power, or towards those you are most familiar with? Do you believe in rehabilitation, forgiveness, or exile, for those accused of causing such misconduct, or should such things be judged case-by-case? Is punishment up to the accuser, the accused, or the community as a whole to decide – if, that is, punishment is even necessary?
These questions, and questions like them, are ones I think communities should be trying to come together to answer, because establishing those common values is what helps people realise what their communities are really based on. Some would have you believe these answers are clear-cut, in which case the process shouldn’t take you very long at all, but if this were able to happen without moral righteousness and with a willingness to learn from and be kind to everyone involved, I think we would all find the way forward much more pleasantly.
I have a responsibility in that these words will reach many people, and my hope is that a community of sorts will form for the people on my mailing list. I’m looking forward to thinking of new ways to bring us all together to do cool things (and I already have some ideas on how to do so); what you and I (and many others like us) have in common are that we’re still here, and in the weeks and months to come I hope I can cultivate that into something new and fun for us all =) (Forgive me for sounding so zen. I’m in a monastery. If it gives you any perspective, I found out today that one of the monks has Instagram. The fucking monk has Instagram. I don’t even have Instagram. This is a Buddhist in brown robes with a shaved head whose most precious possession is the bowl he eats from, and I’ve never felt so out of touch in my life as I did hearing the words “iOS 8 is so awesome!” coming from his peaceful mouth.)
When I first began exploring the internet eight years ago (with no values of any meaning to speak of), my subscriber count was zero, as it is for everyone. Now, as I begin anew, I have a mailing list of over three thousand people, so already I have a head-start on my last endeavour =) Who knows what the next eight years will bring?
A monk is ringing a large bell in the main square, which means dinner is served! Time to go. I believe I have some rice to bow at.
Here’s to beginning again, again.
NOTE: The above was written two months ago for you, more-or-less exactly as it’s been presented above. I stumbled upon it today in a notebook of mine, so I thought I’d share it =) It’s especially relevant today because the founder of Plum Village – the aforementioned 88-year-old Thich Nhat Hanh – had a brain haemorrhage earlier today and is in a state sensitively described by the other monks since as ‘fragile’, so it felt like a good time to put these words out there, coming as they did from such a peaceful place.
I’ll get in touch soon and let you know how my book’s doing but I wanted to say thank you in the meantime to everyone who’s so far given me the courtesy of reading or listening to my words (and apologies to anyone still waiting for my book, which I’m packing and shipping by hand so it’s taking a while!). I’ve sold two and a half thousand books, and my smile is longer than the District line!